Guess I changed

I changed I suppose

I was happy
I was truly, eternally happy
I was in love
Not that stupid teenage love that everyone thinks they have
but the real thing

The real, true, heart stopping love
The kind where whenever I look you in the eye
My breath quickens
My heart races
Everything around me gets blurry

I was worried that you would consume me
So i started to distance myself
You knew that I was hurt before
The heart I gave you has never been whole

You filled up the spaces baby
Couldn't you see that?
I couldn't remember when i was so happy
So i got worried
I thought if I let you consume me any further
I would surely die when you left

Well you left
My heart died
I'm back to the way I was when you met me
But my heart isn't with me anymore
You have it

So many nights I cried for you
I told you everything that I felt
I lived for you

But I guess I changed
I was thinking of what would happen if you left
It was a mistake I never should have made
But I made it

Now you're blaming me
Saying I became someone else
That;s what happens when you really fall in love
You start to change
People change all the time

I'm sorry I changed baby
Things didn't go how I planned
You should have told me...

So I guess I really did change......