Fake Smiles, And Pretend Laughs.

by CourtneyyContageous   Aug 25, 2008


Lost, Broken, Unwanted
Words she's always hated to hear
Ugly, Undeserving, Hated
Feelings she's been forced to fear

She walks alone,head down
Counting her footsteps on the floor
Looking for her next class
She's early, so she waits by the door

The door opens, slowly but surely
And she goes to her usual seat
Head still down, mouth still shut
She doesn't dare to speak.

She returns home, to her loving parents
Laughing about a pretend day with her friends
They'll never know the girl inside,
Is dying for the pain to end

"Everyone's forced me away,no one cares
I'm just another freak, no good, my mind, a closed door
I'm the unannounced social outcast"
She says to herself, as she lays down once more

"No one knows how I feel,
No one truly even knows
How long my life has been like this
How far am I willing to go?"

She whispers silently to herself
As tears roll down her cheeks
"What did I do to deserve this life?
Why God, does this has to be me?"

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  • 10 years ago

    by dirtyhands

    Whoa,,wtf its so sad

    "She walks alone,head down
    Counting her footsteps on the floor
    Looking for her next class
    She's early, so she waits by the door"

    this part really pictured on ma mind, like whenever i see her in personal itll make me stand up and go to her and join her to walk,,
    nice

    "The door opens, slowly but surely
    And she goes to her usual seat
    Head still down, mouth still shut
    She doesn't dare to speak."

    i like this,coz this things really happend on me,,i really hate the feeling of that,,

    "No one knows how I feel,
    No one truly even knows
    How long my life has been like this
    How far am I willing to go?"

    this part really makes me sad
    it feels like its hapenning on me,,
    like its me on that situation,,

    She whispers silently to herself
    As tears roll down her cheeks
    "What did I do to deserve this life?
    Why God, does this has to be me?"

    and this is my favorate part,,
    it seem so powerful for me,
    it makes me feel hate the world and everything on it,

    nice piece,i love it!
    keep it up!
    5/5

  • 10 years ago

    by Roxy

    Now this is a poem I can relate to. it's so saddening. I once felt like this and whilst I'm reading this poem as a reader I'm picturing myself as the girl for some reason. For I was once in that situation. Alone, not wanted. As soon as I read the first stanza something inside me clicked and realization sinked in and I thought to myself "God, this sounds like me...."

    Keep up the work once again :)
    mwah xxxx
    Mucho Love
    Roxy xxxx

  • 10 years ago

    by RoseBlood

    Thanks for describing my life at school.

  • 10 years ago

    by carmen

    This is a excellent poem nice job

  • 10 years ago

    by UnhealthyExpectations

    I absolutely love everything about this poem! 5/5