I let you in

You took me in,
you stole my life.
you made me hate,
my dad and his wife.

you took my friends,
you stole my home,
you took my soul,
now I'm alone.

your in my body,
you wont go away.
"you are mine",
i heard you say.

i can't get away,
your with me day and night.
your always near my body,
even when your not in sight.

i was always told,
don't go there.
i didn't take the warning,
now i can't get away, your everywhere.

everyone knows,
but no one can help me.
the grip is to tight,
so i can't break free.

i can't just let go,
it feels like I'm in chains.
it scares me so much,
knowing your in my veins.

i let you in my life,
now i want you out.
cause of you people are scared,
when they see me about.

so i hope no one makes my mistake,
now they see what you did.
you should have let go,
i was only a kid.

i wish i could stop them,
and say its not cool.
i hate myself for letting you in,
i am such a fool.

the fact that i was warned,
just makes things worse.
you ruined my life,
your like a curse.

if only they would hear me say,
do yourself a favor & don't do co-Cain.
it will steal your life and soul,
it will make you insane.

so you got my warning,
but its still up to you.
but don't think I'm joking,
this is all true.

because i let you in,
i say this to you.
you didn't just kill me,
but my family n friends too.

i wrote this poem about my friend jake. he was shot over drugs. he told me that it wasnt the gun, bullet, or the guy who shot him that was the killer. it was the drugs he took that ended his life.
i was the only person by his side when he was dying. he died in my arms