Searching For Perfection (Ana)

Again the thought of food repulses me
Just looking at it now makes me sick
People saying I'm fine the way I am
When I know it's just another trick

Only person who tells the truth is Ana
She's the only one who I'll now obey
For people pulled me away from her
And now I know that I was led astray

So now I'll up the exercise hours
No more food will touch these lips
All the fat on this disgusting body
Will disappear from thighs and hips

Already I'm constantly shaking
Can feel the start of hunger pains
Yet this time I don't mind any of this
For only one constant thought remains

Nothing tastes as good as thin feels
Why did I let that thought go away?
Because now all I am is disgusted
Every time it's time for my daily weigh

So now I'll focus all of my attention
On following all of Ana's demands
Now I'll follow them so rigorously
Listen to every one of her commands

And one day we'll get there together
Finally able to say I've reached my goal
I'll have achieved such total perfection
Gained a perfect body and a perfect soul