Before I knew you I was
Scared that I would die alone
Confused about how life really works
And lonely
Until suddenly you came in my life
You maked me feel alive to
And I was really happy
Nothing could make me feel sad
Till that one day
That one day you told me that you maybe cant stop with hurting yourself
It really touched my heart
It feels like a river of blood that cant stop bleeding
Please dont think that Im not happy about you
Im just really worried
Cause I cant see what you are doing everyday
And every second of the day Im wondering what you are doing
Maybe you are hurting yourself
Maybe you are making fun with your friends
Maybe someone is beating you till death
Or you fell of the ground
I wish I could know it
But I cant
Thats making me scared
Before I know it I read on the newspaper:
A boy named Maxim got hit by a car/train and didnt survived it
Thats something I really dont wanna read or hear
I know I have to trust you on your words
But I hate myself so much cause Im not able to help you as much as I want to help
You have to know its a hard situation for me cause Im so in love with you
Even more harder than other people cause I know theres no other person that loves you more than I do
Still Im really really reaaaaaaaaaaaaally scared and nothing can bring me on another mind
Till you are here with me
Save in my arms !!
