I look around

I look around
and see everyone
and wonder if they know
anything I've done

I wonder if they see
the girl bleeding all alone
I wonder if they see the tears
I cry cause I'm on my own

My family doesn't want me
my friends they don't care
my boyfriend can barely stand me
I have no one here

My wrists and heart are bleeding
tears running form my eyes
I know no one would care
if tonight I just died

Walk in front of that train
pull tight on the rope
drown in the rain
Ready? here I go

Grip on the knife
and press down hard
or maybe stand in the road
and wait for that car

put the gun to my head
and slowly pull the trigger
the more I think about it
the more my tears grow bigger

Somebody save me
somebody help
because I know
I'm going to kill my self

How dare I ask anyone to love me
or anyone to help
when I know inside
I can't love or help myself

I hate myself
for everything I've done
I hate the person
that I have become

I hurt everyone around me
and anyone who cared
and I don't blame them now
for not wanting me here

So this is my goodbye
this is my ' I love yous '
there is no telling tonight
what I will do

But I know this is my last
I know it's not fair
so I will leave you alone
and stop asking you to care.

***Well thanks for reading and I'm afraid this is true...I'm leaving for good tonight so goodbye and I love you..***