I don't remeber

Fairy tales aren't real
and wishes don't come true
that's what I have learned
from being away from you

you broke my heart
and threw me away
now I live on the street
each night and everyday

you tell me that you love me
you say that you care
but when I asked to come home
you said 'don't you dare'

Mommy, I'm sorry
for the pain i have caused
I wish I could change
all these deadly flaws

I just thought I'd say good bye
I should say farewell
but cause I know
I won't see you in hell

That's where I'll be
if you ever need to see
I will be in hell
because I'll kill myself.

The cuts are getting deeper
and the blood is getting thicker
and the last time I felt pain
I can't remember...