Cycles, so dark and dreary

Here I am again
Same place as before
Thinking of cycles that never end
Back here on the floor

Memories seep back in
Begin to fill my mind
I remember how everything once was,
How everything consumed me in time.

Completely lost in thought
I know where I'm heading is wrong
I hear it calling sweetly
Will I resist, or am I too far gone?

Temptation leaks in
Trickles down my spine
Hits the floor then bounces back
Producing visions in my mind

I can feel what's happening
I know these feelings so clearly
Impulses gaining strength
I've fought hard for those I love so dearly

I know this cycle's never-ending
Though try as I may
I can never and will never escape it
Just another dull and dreary day