Mistakes

In life we tend to make mistakes
and later on we hurt others

when we don't mean to
but its already to late

knowing this my heart begins to feel pain and at the same time i want to drain all the blood from my veins

my chest begins to cave in I'm loosing my breath
as though i am being drowned by thin air

and for my own life and
everything that belongs to me

around me
i begin not to care

I'm not this kind of person
i want you to see

and not look at me
like I'm something that i could be

i made a mistake
and i am bearing it now

for later in my life
i will soon figure out

to think about who my decisions affect
and how they affect me

so do not look at me like I'm something I'm not
for we all make mistakes and they cannot be forgot

i have learned my lesson
and i wont do it again

now this is where
my big mistake ends

and for everyone that i hurt I'm sorry i mean this forever
but just know that nobody else's life is any better

we all make mistakes
just learn from them