You look happy
But though you arent
You got into an accident
And now are disabled
Im not saying it in a mean way
But Im saying it because Im anxious for the worst
And you are so far away
Ashamed Im not able to help
Though I want to help very badly
Just look into the window everyday
Maybe you will see me walking by someday
Trying to save you from this cruel nightmare
And protecd you with my whole life
I promise you
You will make it with or without me
Dont leave your hope
I know that you know
That youve got talent
People are just jealous because youve got talent
And you are one of a kind
The others are all just the same
Well if you like it or not
I do and I always will do love you
And you can hate me for that
But I dont facking care
I only care about how you feel about yourself
I want you to be okey
I will give up my whole life
Just to let you have the greatest life of the world
Fack the others
Someday they will remove from your life anyway
Just let me see your okey
And happy forever
Not that I look into the paper and read
A great wonderful boy died
His name was Nathan
Well if that is ever gonna happen
I will die to
Cause Im already dead in the inside
I only look alive on the outside
And though you make me feel alive
Hmm you dont have to change your mind cause of me
Just remember I do really care what is gonna happen to you ...
I want you to live with a smile upon your lovely heart
