If you are ever wondering...

Memories seep from my veins
As I cut them deep
remembering how we once were
Now things arnt so sweet

I once had comfort
Now its silent
Im scared of myself
Im getting more violent

In this stage of depression
I cant find a lending hand
To hold me like you once did
No one will understand

You were my angel
Sent from god himself
But then you left me in hell
Put me away on the shelf

Cutting away where you touched
Throwing up what you once lust
Getting you off of my body and mind
This I must!!

I no longer am who I once was
Because you took me with you
Leaving me here to rot
I cant make it through

I pray to my Lord
He will send another miracle
And take away this spell
That taunts me in ways so cruel

Ive only wanted you
And nothing else in this world
Just to be called yours
I miss being your girl

I was always so good to you
I gave you all I had
But I must have done something wrong
For you to make me this sad

My love was stronger than life
It still has not been broken
Unlike my heart
With words left unspoken

4 years has moved on
And I still have not
If you ever think about me
Remember you have not been forgot...