No matter how hard i try

Looking at your picture
Wishing you were looking back
So you could see my tears
And the love I lack

Crying to no one
Because no one is here
You are still gone
When will you appear?

My head aches
From my constant questions
Answers left unsaid
Unable to heal my depression

I never did you wrong
Still I pay for my mistakes
All I did was love you unconditionally
While you made my heart break

I was there when you needed a shoulder
My hand wiped away your tears
All you did was walk away
And make me gain more fears

After all the hate ive felt for you
My love has not died
I just cant get over you
No matter how hard I try