Sand in Your Eyes.

by She Is My Rain   Jan 6, 2009

I catch you staring at me
and I wonder if you realize
how badly I want you.

And when you look away,
it feels like you're looking away

And honestly,
I can't say
I regret you.

I've come to terms
with the fact that
I never have and
never will.

I love you
I want you to be happy
even if that means
losing you.

You have your responsibilities,
and more at stake to lose.
What do I have,
but their trust to lose?

You ask me why,
and I can only say
that you're perfect.

I get lost
in your eyes,
your smile.

Somehow you turn
my darkest day,
bright again.

You're more beautiful
then you know.
And your heart,
even with the most
impure thought,
is one of the kindest
I've ever seen.

Temptations and thoughts
you're nothing more then

Add everything else,
and what can I say?
I'm speechless.

We've created a world,
where sometimes
the rules
just don't matter.

We've molded and shaped it
to fit our every need.

And sometimes,
without a hint or clue,
we wrap ourselves
in fear,
in our insecurities.

You think,
that I wont love you
when it's finally okay
for me to.

You say,
that sometimes
you regret this,
and that maybe
this should have
never happened.

You're dealing with
your demons,
and so am I.

I think,
that when you've had
you'll just leave.

No looking back.
And that's one of my
biggest fears.

I just don't
want you to think
that you have to
deal with me forever.

I don't want you
to feel that
I'm a burden on your


If you want
this to end,
tell me,
And I'm gone without a word.

If you want
me to stay,
tell me,
and I'll be
more then happy to.

Our worlds somehow
And now it seems
questions are forming;
Why? When?
What's going to happen?

Already answered.
Only time will tell.

And now it seems
my words are at
an end.

I've given you my
thoughts, my
answers, my

And now...
It's your


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  • 11 years ago

    by PoetryKnight

    You took this poem on a trip, one that rides the oceans of emotions, and in the ship of creativity, and saiiled it far from the dead and greiving, and took it to a world where liturature is appreciated. 5/5 for this. From
    The PoetryKnight

  • 11 years ago

    by A Phoenyx in Flight

    WOW this poem is amazing I love it!!!!
    If you ever need to talk I'm here for you.
    This poem is on my Fav list!!!

  • 11 years ago

    by NoUr

    Well, hope you felt better after writting it :)
    and hope you'll stay together forever...