My soul

Forget this broken life i live
Forget the pain the all cause me
now and as a kid
Tear into my flesh
Stare into my soul
Explain this to me
Tell me what you see
Is it blacker than the night
or colder than winter ice
I stumble and crawl my way
throught this thing they call a life
getting pushed to the left
being pulled to the right
not sure what direction to go
my heart, it bleeds
as my soul silently screams
i sit here alone, merely existing
just waiting for the time to pass me by
waiting for time to finaly just stop