I'm sorry

I'm trying to explain how I feel.
But it doesn't seem to be working.
I lost you, and that's the truth.
I don't have to explain my reasons.
You walked away when I chose him.
I wish I could've opened your eyes.
I hope you'll see the world isn't what you believe.
The fairytale you live in, isn't real.
It's not always what it seems.
Because I love you, I want to say I'm sorry.
But I won't ask you to forgive me.
I've done nothing wrong, I made my choice.
I'll learn to live, at least my eyes are open now.

*i know this might not make sense but i don't know it helped me a lot. comment please, i'd like to know what you think.