Confused

I can’t get away,
I don’t understand the pain I feel,
I don’t know what to say,
cause none of it seems real.
I thought I would be happy now,
It didn’t go the way it should,
I think maybe I should just take a bow,
and step out of your life but I don’t know if I could.
You mean everything to mean,
I love you with all my heart,
maybe it’s supposed to be,
that I already fulfilled my part.
Maybe I was supposed to help you,
in a way that we won’t see,
maybe it’s time for something new,
I guess some things just have to be.
I really hope I can be with you forever,
I never want to leave your side,
I really don’t want our bonds to sever.
It’d be like me drinking a bottle of cyanide,
sometimes I just want to run and hide,
I don’t know if I can go on,
it feels like I’m fighting the tide.
But I think of you and those feelings are gone,
I think maybe we weren’t chosen by Destiny,
but I decide that I’m taking over control of my life.
I am busting free,
and I want you to one day be my wife.