Countless tears

They say love is the greatest feeling,
but they do not understand,
hate does not leave you reeling,
but love can leave you damned.
Why does God let people feel this way?
Hate can?t tear at your insides,
but love can take your life away,
grab you tight and throw you in the tides.
You messed with my head,
you played with my heart,
I wanna be dead,
it?s tearing me apart.
Did you ever really care,
did I mean anything to you?
Or did you just trap me in your snare,
make me your pet until you were through?
When I was with you my heart started racing,
just the thought of you took my breath away.
I can?t take what I am facing,
there are so many things I can?t say.
I don?t want to go on living,
now I am realizing all my worst fears,
do you even realize all the pain your giving?
Now, forever down my cheeks, run countless tears.