The answer

Well I finally got my answer
I’m not sure I like it more than not knowing
to you we weren’t anything special
you just went out with me to have a boyfriend
I spent a whole night working up nerve
just to ask you why we broke up
I finally did and I got an answer
there was no reason is what you said
you gave me a hug and said that’s all
I went home after the game
and I cried myself to sleep again
I didn’t think I could feel more pain
but I guess I was wrong there
my heart broke even more
now I don’t think it exists
I still love you and am going to tell you
if I don’t I’ll never feel any better
I guess I’m pretty pathetic
I remember what we ate on our only date
I also went and bought the movie we saw
although I know that I love you
I guess I’m alone on that
no one, friends or family, believe me
and you sure don’t feel the same
this is my first free form poem
so if you don’t like it oh well this is the end