The end

Why do you insist upon killing me inside.
All I want is for a life full of love.
Everywhere I turn I see your face.
I try to hide my pain as I put on my glove.
I act so different from everyone else.
I keep to myself and pull away.
Anyone who tries to talk gets shoved.
I act so people will stay at bay.
I don’t like to talk to people about my pain.
I keep it bottled inside and pretend it doesn’t hurt.
The truth I shall never share.
I feel like a pile of dirt.
On the inside nothing makes sense.
All of it is chaos, confusion, and disorder.
All I know is that I feel an eternal pain.
And my sanity is on the border.
My heart is shattered into countless pieces.
Inside my mind is where I hide.
There it is like a living hell.
A swirling vortex of pain without any pride.
I can’t believe you left me after the things you said.
I know I will love you forever and a day.
The pain I feel is of an eternal living death.
I would do anything for you no matter the price to pay.
I wish you all the best in the world.
May God bless you and your whole life.
I hope you find someone you love who loves you like I do.
May you always have happiness and no strife.
This is the final end of our relationship as I wish it was.
As I stand here watching away my dreams fly.
Of course we’ll still be friends but nothing the same.
Now I finalize it with my last goodbye.