Giving Up

I'm giving up on loving you
I can't the pain you put me through
Deep down I know the feelings are always there
Maybe someday you will care.
At least for now I can hide my pain
I know, if I don't, I'll go insane.
Our time apart has made me realize
there is no second chance when it comes to guys.
I almost had you back one time
but of course, you changed your mind.
The many excuses you have told
are getting lame and really old.
We never talk anymore
it's a room to your life and you've closed the door.
It hurts to know you've shut me out
Now I know what love is all about.
You're happy then you cry and cry.
Where there was truth becomes all lies.
All in all it never ends for good,
but then again,
Who thought it would?