Why do I care that you don't love me??
I'm so tired of all this self pity..
Why did I ever believe I needed you to be complete??
Without you I can finally feel my heart beat
Your words are going to choke you in the end
I'm better then I ever was, I didn't need time to mend
You said I was worthless without you...
I wonder what you'd say if you knew what I knew...
I tried to love you regardless of all you threw in my face
I never budged I stayed in place...
So what if we seldomly got in fights??
I'm not losing sleep over you tonight...
I'm not sorry I did all I could and I'm tired of blaming myself
I'm going to take down all your things and maybe burn your favorite book shelf
Don't blame this on me looking for revenge...
I'm finally standing up for myself not thinking of how we could of been...
I'm tired of trying to remember every conversation we ever had
Just to feel whole again like nothing ever happened, the good and the bad
And part of me hates who I've become
But now I understand love
