Dream Myself Awake

My heart is held together with staples and glue...
Broken into a thousand pieces by no other than you

I find myself drifting off to sleep, all I see is your face
I keep trying to reach you but running does no good I stay in place

It gets harder everyday to wake, because everything is always the same
I'm tired of second guessing my heart, I can't possably be sain

Looking in a broken mirror, trying to find the pieces of myself
That you took and promised me you'd never give to anyone else

Every tear tells it's own story, So scattered but yet to close
Maybe your nonsense is what I need the most??

Laying across my bed staring at a white ceiling
Trying to focus myself, trying to subside my feelings

So here it is the truth without you I can't breathe, I'm hidding under how weak I am
And yes I know you will say I don't understand

But your wrong, I'm tired of being fake
So tonight I'm going to dream myself awake