Unbelievably Unbreakable

I've been from here with happiness, to down with the sickness. Up with the violence and there with emptiness. Now I'm standing still and breathing in. I'm me and I don't need to pretend. I've learned to make my bruises beautiful, because they outline me. I can be as delightful as a sunset and as destroying as the sea.

You'd never notice how much I cried. Because my tears are stuck on the inside. But now I've found a way, to make them visible. I've accepted that they are apart of me, and they are indispensable. Like my blood and skin, they make me whole. I'm okay with myself including my dark soul.

I've tried to escape, because I was holding everyone else's pain. But now that it has all gone astray, I can wake up and start a new day. With no lies, and no petty disguise. No more fights with myself. It's way past time for my war to die.

I'm not so disturbed to be in this world. I know I'm not ordinarily normal; I'm a very out of this universe kind of girl. With convoluted emotional dysfunctions and worldly tranquil assumptions. With love flowing in every vein. I care too much for this world that it's made me insane. But although I've had my down falls, and defeats, I'm still going to stand and be unique.