Such A Disgrace

by Michelle18   Apr 21, 2009


The last couple of minutes of class,
I sit and stare at the wall.
I wonder if this life is real,
Or if it's close to real at all.

I don't know what to do with myself,
I drive myself crazy everyday.
If I become attached to my new home,
will it slowly slip away?

Everything or everyone,
That I seem to love.
Always disappears out of my life,
Is my presence not enough?

You must need someone better,
One that isn't such a disgrace.
Well, that's what you called me,
Everyday that's what I faced.

And now it's just the same,
Because I'm starting to believe it's true.
I'm all alone in this world,
With no one left to turn to.

So now what is to come of me,
What in the world am I to do?
As I look around all I see are strangers,
Because of the hell you put me through.

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  • 16 years ago

    by Chelsey

    This is terribly sad...Sometimes the people we think ran away from us, we actually ran away from them for good reasons......

    It truly is the worst feeling to feel neglected and alone, but it doesn't happen for long. Someone out there whether it be a spouse or friend will eventually see the real you and love it.

    I really enjoyed this poem although it was sad :( Hang in there!

  • 16 years ago

    by Kuro

    Hmm... this reminds me of my senior year in High School. it's almost like you are stuck starring at a metaphoric wall.

    Well Done, i enjoyed it.
    ~Ben

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