Words Can Never Express How Sorry I Am

I love you so much,
but I don't think you can see
how much this is really hurting me.
I know I'm the one who
wrecked everything.

I said the hurtful words first,
you just followed in my path.
I didn't mean to hurt you,
I wish I could take it all back.

When I think of you,
an instant smile takes over my face.
But now I think I am being replaced.
I love you but
what you feel isn't the same.
And I can tell how over me you are
by the way you say my name.

Your smile is different,
almost happier now.
I'm dying because I know
I'm not the cause of it,
and all I ever did was make you frown.

I don't want to play this game anymore,
it's almost like a tug-of-war.
You wanted me, I didn't want you.
I changed my mind,
you changed your heart.
And now I guess I'm back to the start.

You don't even know how truly sorry I am.
If I could give you anything in the world,
I would just to have you again.
You made me so happy,
I need your love.
But I guess I won't ever be enough.