Losing Time

I turn my face away from you
I don't want you to see my tears
Your words stoked such deep hurt in me
You confirmed my worst fears

I long to reach out and touch you
How I wish to hold you tight in my arms
I want you to whisper to me again
I want to fall victim to your charms

I know you think we are only friends
But that's so far from the truth
I love you as deeply as ever
With all of my soul and inner youth

These are our last moments together
Monica will be coming here soon
I look at you pleadingly
My soul shrinks further into it's cocoon

I knew this day was coming
So why does this shock and hurt so much?
I was hoping that maybe you were joking
I guess I don't have such luck...

Time isn't on my side
Our last moments come and pass
I long to reach out and grab them
But they slip out of my grasp

As we say our final goodbyes
You promise to still call
I know this is a lie
Deeper into depression I will fall

I can't live without you in my life
Not hearing your voice or seeing your face
I will slowly die without your touch
Our memories will slowly be erased

As I walk down your steps,
My future is planned out
My life is now over
My hope has ran out...