I get drunk to pass the time
Or at least thats what I'll say
In truth its to forget you
So I don't remember waking in your arms
Soon it shall all just slip past
And all shall fall to darkness
Because I knew it couldn't last
And I force myself to focus
To forget about all this bullshit
And to help it all along the way
I sit with random people and take another hit
And I fear the dreams that wake me
Send me screaming in the night
And its all because I miss you
Not because of any fright
I can't stand it any longer
For all I want is another night with you
Please understand, this isn't typical me
I just don't know what else to do
I never get drunk on the weekends
Its been so long since a fun party
And with you all innocence is lost
I can't be nearly as flirty
So as this night has started
It slips into dawn
And I easily remember
This was it all along
