Darkness sorrounds my empty soul. Lost, scared, afraid of everything that moves. Happiness once upon a time was known, that was a long time ago when most of my worries were candy, rainbows and toys.
Running trying to break down these doors every single one of them weighs more than a ton. Trying so bad to add colour but the black the grey dont want to go. Yes you will never see that I am struggling because you choose to block me out my heart is crying for you but with a different shoe you step on it each time. Empty promises, dreams and hope nothing left of me but the bones maybe that day you will regret your words. I might sound crazy but im just so blue maddness sorrounds me like shadows of dead souls, I am longing for better days better times and faith yet you my deppresion take over me everytime. I fight but you win and fill my mind with doubt I push you away I swear I try but seeing me happy digs at you with sharpened claws. Is it something that Im doing wrong? or is just what im asking you for?
All I want is happiness and love, was never too much to ask but nothing comes easy and you keep throwing it at me hard. Im strong yet you weaken me, you bring me right down to my knees. I hate this fear of losing another person that's dear. Please leave never to return again my soul has had enough of you to cry the rest of its years. My love and the people I adore all im asking you for is patience because my soul is torn my heart is broken and im missing home...
