No idea what it is but she's definitely different from the rest,
I'm too enthralled in her eyes to be starin' at her chest,
Everybody wants in on her and I love to laugh as they fail,
Yet my own frail self is impaled on this tale's wealth,
My hypocrisy's scaled from a prevailed coffin nail of itself,
Love is a card only fairy tales dealt so no need for it I felt,
My day-old infatuation would probably go stale from her say-it-all friends,
But deep down my soul for sale to the one who can tell me where my trail ends...
I have a way with words which only me and my pen are aware of,
'Now' and 'Then' are thoughts my nerves can't bear of,
So I forget thereof...
And this situational severity was only worsened by her friends, coz
To these words they're virgins, so it hurts 'em to take these words in,
Heard versions from dudes who never earned it,
Not genuine - they burned it but I learned it
Just emerging to get further in this rare state a nerd's in,
Her scent, I know it's hers sent
When it makes me react like a kitty cat purrs then...
A SPELL OF SNEEZES,
OH MY GOD! I'M ALLERGIC TO HER PERFUME,
NO LONGER HER SCENT, IT'S HER FUMES,
*AH-CHOO!* I KNEW TO
NOT GET CLOSE,
SHE'S CONTAGIOUS LIKE RACISTS ON YOUTUBE,
AND NOW, WITHOUT A TISSUE,
I'M IN THE WORST POSSIBLE POSITION WITH THIS ISSUE!!!
...okay so I really only sneezed once...
But I was in a panic from it, do you expect different?
My own world just threw me trans-Atlantic,
And I couldn't demand I landed somewhere safe,
A ticket with One Way's grace to a place where
Some wear hearts on their sleeves to play it safe,
Yet somehow...I'm not one of these fakes...
But the thing is
Her league is 'bout moves, they bust this,
And intimidated I retreat to my own League - Justice,
Served with words in herds accompanied by images,
If in this scrimmage I was the superhero
And my own fear my villain, I know he'd be winning this.
Within this endless struggle I huddle deeper into my own mentality,
To discover "Oh man, I'm controlled by this omen - cowardly!"
Surrounding me, I found in me that all this comes down to ME!
Now it's ME that's the problem, no longer her status,
I've had this feeling for too long to pass this opportunity up,
I knew that I was truly a looney but
YOU tell me who'd be into a newbie in this misunderstood field of love?
See at the very least I'd be pleased to even meet her,
Though I know the miles I'd go with her deceive the meter,
So to meet her is not enough, I need to know her,
Need to show her,
Why my heart beat proceeds to follow her like a chauffeur!
Wow...
Somehow I'm now at this twist to confront this cowardice,
Showered with, some kind of confidence,
It's intense and upon this sense of my present tense
I will commence to be immense
Yes, with this bliss I insist my metamorphosis enlists that I
Wince no more, catch but a mere glimpse no more,
Convince I'm more than just a distant admirer,
THIS is my lore,
Damn, how did I get so raw???
She and Fear have switched positions,
She's now close to me and Fear's distant,
I'm here with a clear vision of what it is that I want
To enter into her ear and go to her heart,
Skip the brain and its mangled fables,
Vapor tales disappear into the air,
Now nothing is able
to stop me...
