He's My Flaw

I shouldn't be asking myself this, but who am I trying to convince you or me?
I'm so tired of changing who I am just to make you happy.

I guess you could call me a liar, or as I prefer just confused
I was trying to mend my broken heart and instead it's been ignored, abused

I made a mistake one I will never repeat again....
Can't you see I can't ignore it any longer you know he can't just be my friend

This has been building up for as long as I will let myself remember
I really hope you didn't take it to literally when I said forever....

I never meant to hurt you all I wanted was a solution to the pain
If anything I would say I'm on the verge of being insane....

I'm sorry it had to end like this but you see everyone has their flaws
and mine, well mine is him