I don't understand, why you're the one I turn to,
I can't even handle being around you.
You make it so easy to get things off my chest,
Maybe you are not like the rest.
I don't like the way I am around you,
Why can't I pretend like you never knew?
I don't even think I trust you any more,
Why can't I know for sure?
When I know you would never tell a soul,
What I've been doing, why I feel so low.
I'm sorry I need to stop depending on you,
You have no idea what to say, when I tell you what I'm going through
I honestly don't believe that you care.
But I always second guess it, when you say "If you need to talk, I'm here."
I really feel like I am starting to be a pain,
When you have no idea what I'm trying to explain.
I'm so sorry, I need to leave you alone,
I should be able to deal with this on my own,
I'm sorry, I can't handle being an open book,
So I better say Goodbye, before you give me a second look.
