Put It To Rest

Some people say time heals all things
i say that not all things apply to everyone
time nor love nor patience could heal it
heal the selfish things that he has done

everyday i find myself sitting next to him
love pouring from my heart but hate in my eyes
and just today have i figured it out
because every word he spoke was a lie

"Believe me I'm different now i always loved you"
like a broken record covered in nails
never before have you held your word
so why should i believe these tales

A whisper from my heart reminds me
how long i have suffered his wrath
and yet my heart never seems able
to stray me from his destructive path

how long can i go on like this
feeling empty and broken down
when things get both better and worse
when ever he decides to come around