Maybe This Time

I don't know what to do,
We're not how we used to be,
I don't think I can do this,
If you're not here for me.

I don't want to waste your time,
I don't want you to care,
But for some reason,
I need you to be here.

You've broken my trust,
But I don't know what to do,
You were the last person I thought I had,
But I guess I was wrong about that too.

Why'd you have to do it?
Why did you tell him what I said?
What made it "slip"?
Why was I even in your head?

I just wish I could tell you,
But I don't know what you'll say,
I don't want you to apologize,
I don't want you to walk away.

I was starting to believe that you cared
But now I don't know what to do,
Why'd you have to ruin it?
Now I have nobody else to turn to.

I think I need to tell you,
Before it drives me insane,
I just don't want to hurt you,
Or make you feel bad all over again.

I guess I'll just wait,
Until the time is right,
Maybe this time,
It will be alright.