I Deserve You

I'm not who I used to be
Theres more out there then I let myself believe
Some where out of this town, just outside of the city line
I'm sure the questions I have been asking will be answered in time.....

Some where beyond this grey sky is the life I am supposed to lead
Sometime in the future I will have to worry about more then one mouth to feed
Your waiting for me, I've been waiting for you
I deserve this, after all I have made it through

Trouble seemed to be my middle name for quite some time
With pencil in hand writing down the truth and all the lies
You broke my heart boy, you smothered me, I died the day you left
You told me you gave up on us but not on me and gave me a peck

I was lost, I couldn't remember who I was, I'm still missing part of me
I left it in your drawer and after all the calls all I want back is my dignity
I can't keep reliving the past, so I'm done attempting to
Theres someone for me, boy now I know it wasn't you

I'm pacing back and forth, sometime in the near future
My life will be smooth and not so textured
Your out there waiting for me, I know this is true
And after the life I've had, I deserve you