I don't want

I don't want to admit it
you know
when you want some thing so much
i never thought that I'll loose it one day
i just can't believe that it's gone
i keep holding on it
even it hurt me even it push me away
even it goes to some one else
even it doesn't want To give me a chance
i still crying after
i just want it back
i want to have it again
that seems crazy
i know am going insane
running after some thing gone
running after a lost dream
some times i just decide to leave
like a cam summer wind
i quit from ever bleed
i disappear like a dying leaves
but soon as i saw it again
the fire inside me light
the flame get bigger and hurting
then i hear some thing inside telling me
don't give up darling
keep fighting for what you want
don't let the others steal your dreams