My Feelings

Here is a poem that I got in a debet about a while back on if it was poetry or not. Tell me wha you think.

My Feelings

I could sit here
and write down my feelings
but no matter how I try
I will never be able
to tell people them
They all know why I write
but will never understand my feelings
I just wish sometimes
that people could see through me
see the real me
and all my feelings
I swear I don’t try to hold them in
I just can’t find the words to tell you
I could never let people in
I’m just so scared
scared of what tomorrow holds
and scared of trusting
then getting hurt again
I really don’t want to be scared
I lose in life that way
but everyone makes me think
I will never find my way through life
if I am always scared of it
and I will never find someone
if I can never trust them
or even if open up
I really don’t want to be life this
but for now I guess I can’t change it
I believe everything
happens for a reason
so maybe this is the same
and has a reason too
I could write for years
but that won’t get me through life
because I have to let someone in
and eventually open up my heart to the world
or at least to someone