She gave up

For years and years she's been falling

Deeper and Deeper calling

Out to someone who would help her

But she found no one there

From the time she was in diapers

What she has known she tried not to live

Tried to be the child making it on her own

To the time she was just starting to mature

She was shown drugs and the consciences

But she wanted to be like her brother and her sister

She thought they were kool

But just seeing what it has down to them made her think twice

Now just turning 14 things keep going down hill from there

Well she found out that people dint always tell the truth

They cheat and steal but blame other people

Love isn't just love

Cause after all it spells evil back wards

She's found herself second guessing

Thinking bout who what and when

When the only person she needed was right there

Her best friend, her baby, her everything

He was always there but then she left him

Thinking that it would be best for him

She cried and cut until

She finally decided she put enough people in pain and that it was her turn

She slowly put the gun to her head

Hands wrapped around the trigger

1-2-3 She counted

She went to pull the trigger when he took it

He looked at her and cried

All he had to say was I love you and she gave up

She stopped lying to herself

She knew he was the one

She gave up the fighting and admitted to herself

That he was her everything