I'm crying I'm dying I'm screaming I'm falling. Can anyone hear me? You say you love me then take it back. You say you want me then go and leave. As much as you dint see it I want you here with me. I want you in my life. But no, go drink get drunk act like a teenager make me grow up all by myself. Make me grow faster. But one thing I'm gonna say is I will never be like you ever. I may be your blood but like everyone said you cant pick your parents. At least one of you are here for me. I know you been through some hard times dad, but you know that dint mean you gotta put me through it too. So you know what screw you, forget you. You want me in you life? Well call me when your sober, when your not gonna tell me I'm screwed up, that I'm lying, that I did something I most certainly did not. OK well if I lie what do you do, where did I get it from. What a great influence you are. When I get married who will be there. Most certainly not you. Who walk me down the isle. Certainly not the one that called me a screw up. Your a screw up for even thinking that. How can you say you love some one and go screw my best friends mom. Like really get a life. I hope you see this too because then I'm going to laugh when you yell at me, because you cant you said you wanted to know my feelings so here they are plain as day written for you. While I'm in tears somehow some reason still wishing you were here. So dad FORGET YOU
