Unsaid complains

So close but too far from me,
It was clear for me to see.

Sitting in the same room at that night,
I found she was not by my side.

She never noticed what was in my eyes,
Only wanted to say me bundle of goodbyes.

Making smiles and concentrating on someone,
She knew very well how to make that fun.

Thinking and wishing she would be mine,
Then I promise everything would be fine.

She knew the next day I had to go far away,
Still ignored the memories of old lovely days

Things not happened as I wanted to see,
Like always she made sadness for me.