This isnt a poem..just getting stuff off my chest.
I sit here day after day, thinking bout how you've already moved on. Thinking how you already have a new girl. Thinking did he ever love me. And i know the answer, i know you did love me but you changed. My dad thinks you played me the whole time, and i wouldn't doubt that being true. But i just hate that i let you into my heart,hate that i gave you everything i could. Hate that no matter what i stuck by your side. I regret not listening to everything i was told about you, because in the end i realized it was true. I almost lost my best friend since kindergarten for you. I thought you were the one, i thought we were gona get married...but i was wrong. Finally, i opened my eyes. It took you pushing me past my limit and making me snap. But i thank you for that, i thank you for making me realize what a lowlife you really are and how i deserve better and will do better.A bum in a box is better then you. I laugh at how ugly your new girl is, i mean come on aren't you supposed to upgrade? not go the opposite. I hate you with a passion,everybody i know hates you. and you think that would have been a sign,when u met my family and they ALL said don't be with him ur makin a mistake. But no,i was blinded by love,i didnt listen and that lead me to getting my heart broken. But its okay, because you made me that much stronger then i was. I hate you, i truly do. I'm moving on with my life putting you behind me. You don't deserve a single tear, you dont deserve to breath. Your worthless and goin nowhere in life. I cant wait till you realize how bad u messed up and come back. Because guys ALWAYS realize what they did and what they lost. but you think ima be here for you? nah I'm not. im long gone now. I'll find a guy who will appreciate what you took for granted and who will love me for me. Yea ur good looking,but your personality makes you ugly. I hope you the worst, i dont care anymore. i won't let myself. so have a good life, because I'll never be apart of it again<3
