Why is there so much confusion
 It feels like a big illusion
It's beating me bad, leaving many contusions
It's like people ganging up on me starting a collusion
My mind is freezing up like someone getting a spinal fusion
Is all this delusion causing the confusion?
Or is it all in my head and I'm the illusion
I'm out...just lost...confused on what to do?
What to say...how to feel or even why...(((sighs)))
It can't go on forever like this
One must take hold & the other must resist
Resist this thought that's holding me back
Is worse than experiencing a heart attack
The numbness starting from your lower extremities
To the achy burning feeling that drops you to your knees
These feelings are so real
But it's separating what was supposed to be an inseparable seal
Can sudden feelings be right or wrong
Or have they just been there all along
Things you don't always think about
Can get you way off the right route
This is such a mess
And as it seems right now...there'll never be success
