Seems as though over this past year,
Ive lost all the time that i thought i had,
There's been lots of memories I can recall,
There's been alot of good and alot of bad
I had my heart broken in ways that I,
Would never guess would happen to me,
Have become everything that I dont want,
Every single thing that I dont want to be
Have chased around foolish thoughts,
Inside this horrendous mind of mine,
Have had thoughts of life and death,
That would send a shiver down your spine
Yet here I stand a year after my life,
Got turned upside down and torn apart,
I still feel the same 365 days later,
As I did when she ripped out my heart
Maybe this is truly the start for me,
As I'm getting emotions out of my soul,
But still it feels like I cant explain it,
And that my mind is spinning out of control
Tormenting myself with this pain inside,
That I cannot express to anyone it seems,
I keep on hoping that this isn't dejavu,
And that I will awake from this horrid dream
A bit on the side of being confused,
And frustrated beyond all belief,
Wondering if its gonna take another year,
To finally give myself some relief
