I never thought I would be here, standing right here at this moment in time. I've learnt and I've grown, I've been hurt and I've let go but as I look in his eyes through this veil I know I've found my home. I belong in his arms and I will never have to second guess myself or question it. He loves me, not for the things I could be or the places I could one day go, no, he loves me for who I am and where I have been. He's sweet, kind and makes me smile with his corny jokes. He knows just when to keep quiet and when to push me when I want to give up. He knows all my flaws and it's because of them that he loves me. I don't need to be perfect, I only need to be clumsy, loud and confusing. He does not expect to be in every thought I have, he knows I have friends and so does he. I don't question how he feels about his friends, I've met them all and they are proud and dignified, much like he is. I adore his family as do they me and my father actually likes him..... I know without a doubt this man is the person I could not live without. He's my strength, my drive, he's everything to me, although this has never been spoken aloud, he can see it in my eyes daily. I have no reason to feel lost no reason to hold on, I have him....so as he kisses me I can no longer remember what I was thinking of because it DOES not matter. A single kiss from him sends me into short term memory loss. I want to feel like this every day I'm alive, because the past isn't going to change, what matters is what lies ahead. I know I have a lifetime of fears to face but I will NEVER have to face them alone :)
