Peacefully In Fear

by CathyButterflyJC   Mar 10, 2012


As we get closer
I'm worried you'll uncover
Another two timing loser

What I'm trying to escape
I need an invisibility cape

Be careful with me
I might not be
What you want me to see
I'm tired of seeing them leave

I know you're not the same
And I shouldn't give you that blame
But don't put me to shame
I'm already tired of this love game

Now you come to me and say you care
After rejection was what you had to share
But you mean more to me then I could ever bare

You know I'm not tough
But that isn't enough
Loving me would be rough
You have to learn when enough is enough

With you I hold so much hope
But you could melt me into a slope

In truth be told I think I've lost my way
I'm scared to lose you every passing day
I've become someone different in the things I say
I make alliances' with the wrong bay
I bring myself to tears just wanting you to stay

I've never been this sad
But you're the best I ever had

I'm fragile and weak
Throwing myself at you
I feel like a freak

Hurting at the softest touch
You don't speak of your love
And it hurts too much

I can't wait for the spring
So we can go walking at noon
I can feel it coming soon

You notice when I'm feeling down
And how to pick my umbrella up off the ground
How to shade me from what's around

I love your eyes
But they're as dangerous as beer
Never leaving your mind
You forget why you're here

I feel as peaceful as a daffodil
When I'm in one of your warm hugs
When your hands in mine
And I feel like you're from up above
When you whisper back I love you
I feel as peaceful as a dove

But every night my nightmares say
That's you'll leave me in the rain
Our love will flow away
And everything I have to gain
Will be just what I wished to say

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