Falling In A Whelming Engulfing Cloud

Falling In A Whelming Engulfing Cloud

I hate to a meant it
But I've fall in the pit

I hate to fall again
But I'm so deep in

I tried to push this away
But the feelings are here to stay

No matter what I do
I really like you

I know you'd never like me too.
My feelings inside are an unexplainable zoo.

I try to hide everyday how I feel inside;
But how happy you make me is just too wide.

I've never felt like this before,
How I feel for you is more.

I want you take my hand,
But the feelings feel band.

What am I supposed to do?
I don't want to love you!

We'll such great friends,
And everything greats has it's ends!

Losing you is too haunting,
Everyone thinks we're flirting.

We have a blast each day together.
With you I'm as care free as a feather.

I spend my time wishing you cared;
Thinking of the greats things we shared.

Your face constantly holds an expression of steel.
You never reveal how you really feel.

Your emotions never show;
I wonder how I'll ever know.

Your laughter is memorizing,
That makes friendship recognizing.

Your smile makes me feel complete.
I think of your lips and know they're sweet.

You're the men I think about through the night.
Tossing and turning wishing our friends were right.

They say we'd be perfect for each other.
Unbelievable how much fun we have together.

I know I can't deny much longer that I care.
Even to myself it's a secret I must share.

You don't walk away when I'm acting crazy.
You help me to my feet when I'm too lazy.

Around you I can just be me;
Something I never could be.

Now it seems similar to falling so hard.
I'm so confused on what is my right card.

A hug of his is forbidden and torturing because it's appealing.
But I have to keep my arms from running for that increasing feeling.

Your eyes are so easy to get lost in;
A beautiful charming brown pin.

A maze they are of promises.
Making me forget all my loses.

You're the only one I write about.
I'm fearful to what I'd be without.

Don't let me fall
I'd give you my all

I trust you so dearly
Carry it knowing fearly

I'm falling head over heels
Fast and falling is how it feels

And I wonder what you're thinking
Is it different from what you're speaking

When I see you my face is beaming,
And I can't stop smiling.

Am I the only one dreaming;
Late at night when everyone else is sleeping?

Thoughts stuck on the one I'm after.
Tales being played up like an unending lighter.

You are what is giving me energy like a light.
Fills my body with warmth like the sun is bright.

Shows me how to rewrite all the fright.
And delight of how things will be alright.

Thank you doesn't go far enough.
I wish you knew without you it'd be tough.

Every day we make each other laugh.
If only you knew how I wish to be your staph.

Every day we make each other smile.
I'm scared you won't be staying for a while.

We give each other good times.
Maybe not going further would be a crime!

I hope never to forget,
How lucky I can get.

Author notes:

I wrote this thinking back on how I felt about a friend, before he found out, my best friend found out, and before I found out how much our friendship meant to both him and I, the stroy of him and I goes on for a while, but this is right after we took off from the beginning.