Thoughts of Mine

You think things will change
Think things will get better
but how can they when you feel like crying?

You work so hard to make your family happy
but your efforst go unnoticed
that you feel worthless

You wonder if they would care
if you runaway
you think of every detail

Yet you stayed
is that right?
They are the ones keeping you alive

The moment your happy it disappears
but your glad you know at least what that feels like
Glad you feel something other then sad

You want to feel love
but how can you when you dont know what love is?
How do you know it even exist?

You think maybe something is wrong with you
because you just dont care if you live or die
but how can there not with this doubt

So many things on my mind
I cant make this poem rhyme
Maybe you can make sense of thoughts that make me cry...