Don't say a word

When remember the first day we met..
You were so cold under the rain, until i gave you my shirt..
When i remembered us kissing at the beach...
I always thought our love was out of reach..
Until she came like a plum..
You were my best friend and the one who taught me my sums..
How did i acted so stupidly and had sex with her..
For what i now reap, you don't pick my calls, you don't even reply my love letters...
Since the day you left my world, things are getting worse instead of being better..

Only if i could say your name like before..
Then i know you'll take away my pains and sores..you'd help of to amend my flaws..

Oh Amanda !! Where have you been..
Please come back for my world is now a bank of sin..

Outside the walls of our bedroom i had just a one night stand...
But now it's really getting out of hand...
I'm looking for you like a grain among the beach sands...
If you're reading this, don't even say a word until you see the end...
I'm sorry for the things i've done..
I regret cheating on you, now that you're gone...
Keep silent, don't say a word because you promised to be the mother of my son...
I keep dreaming of you and my child who was unborn...

Remember you promised to love me till death..
And i promised to do so till my very last breath...
I love you till now, though i'm wasted and bankrupt, no one to prepare my dinner, no one to comfort me in this my poor health..
I'm sorry for my past deeds and that unbearable mistake...

Just tell me what does it takes for you to come back into my life...
If i see you this very moment, i'm ready to make you my wife...
Amanda don't say a word, just come back home and tell me you've forgiven me...
Because i don't really care if this is a poem or rhyme... I.ll always love you till the end of time.