Not Fair

Not Fair

[40 lines]
It doesn't feel fair
This feeling's not right
All day memories relive themselves the pair
I blame myself all night

And I want to tell you that I don't love you
But that's as crazy as being in an asylum

Do you recall any of it
The feelings of us together
What was wrong with my hand in yours
I miss your hugs must of all

It's not fair that you're not here
What we were is left there
It's not fair that you don't love me
Just forget what you see ad what we could be

Was I a mistake
On your pride a disgrace
Something you wish you could take back
A love that turned to hate

It hurts so so so much
A knife stabs at every touch
Memories come back and it's too much
I miss your love a bunch

I'm left with so many wonders
So much I could have done better
Regretting the things I held back
Stars can't make you love me

So much damage to my heart
I'm aware I've been tore apart
I don't know where to start
I'm still falling apart

Down I go, when you say we're done, in a noxious state
I'm not the one, when we're done, how can I go on

I wanna say don't go away
But there's nothing now to make you stay
And it kills me every second of the day
My heart has holes of bomb blows and decay
Please don't leave me this way
I love you more than words can say

Leave me hanging, on the once been
Leave me stinging, about the missing