Goodbye

Everywhere I dwell a presence of calamity,
Sputtering profanity; glittering catastrophe; translation of my soul and me.
My rage, love, hatred, indifference melded and absorbed,
I cannot pray to your God; I'm past reform.
Comfortably numb; a useless life nonchalant,
Damnation my forever station; Satan my confidant.
Hanging desperately in the balance I see hope past the veranda,
A suicide of all times falsely reported in your propaganda.
Nurtured of you lust; hungering for flesh hydroponic,
Leaving all expectations forever cryptonic.
Silently I will retreat into dust; my new black castle,
Bidding life adieu; goodbye to the hastle!