You Hang Off Me Everywhere I Go

You hang off me everywhere I go
You stick with me even when I want to grow
When I want to leave this all behind
When I wanted to completely clear my mind
But instead my thoughts are stuck in overdrive
And I'm trying to debate on whether I'm still alive
Because the bleeding won't stop
And you've got your claws in me so deep
As you stay in me at the top
And you in my heart will always be a keep

You hang off me everywhere I go
I wonder about the things I will never know
I wish I hung off you as well
But I love you isn't something I can tell
So you hang off me
Wherever you are
Is where I want to be
The pain I can't bare
You're always who I see
When I close my eyes
Then cry about the goodbyes

You hang off me everywhere I go
And I watch as memories become snow
Love becomes dust
No such thing as just
And I try to hide the lust
For friendship to still trust
I wish I was in your heart too
I wish you held me in your heart
If only I was given the part
Memories is where I linger
As my fears make me a singer
And I hung on to possibilities
Pretending their not my disabilities
I think there's still a maybe
Hope you may again call me baby
And until I hang onto hope
Pretending there's no dead ends at nope
And trying to climb up the rope
As you hang upon a string
And I recall a time you had angel wings
And a time I could sing
Now you hang onto me like a swing
In my heart happiness you bring
Hanging off a string
Hanging off of me
Never leaving within everything
I do
Tucked inside my heart
Keeping me together
And tearing me together
I love you